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If I Could Bring Only One Camera When Traveling

This is my choice. Leica M8, first released in 2006. I bought this camera in the middle of 2019 used from a random camera shop in Ireland. It is a nearly 20 years old camera. The sensor only has 10.3 megapixels, and any iso settings over 320 are considered unuseable. As a rangefinder camera, it […]

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Last Attempt, Taipei and A COACH Bag

Taipei, a city that feels both familiar and unsettling to me at the same time. My decision to come here wasn’t entirely rational. I was searching for fresh air and a solution to the pressure weighing on me.Unfortunately, been in Taiwan didn’t help much. Although our relationship was on the brink of collapse, we still […]

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Keitai 1 – Peak Performance Heisei Japan, and One of the Reasons Why I Fell in Love with This Country in the First Place

To the glory and hopeful days that may never come again. *Most of the pictures in this article were shot on RICOH CX3 When I first came to Japan in 2016, smartphone had already dominated the whole market. It was a social norm to use LINE to keep in touch with each other. I still […]

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Now I am officially traumatized, again

After repeatedly making compromises myself in my last marriage, I gradually realized the middle ground might not exist. Although there were essentially no room for me to step back anymore, I still wanted to continue my relationship with my ex-wife. As the good memorries with my ex-wife was irreplaceable, and I had already sacrificed myself […]

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Nobody’s listening, and you’d better shut up

Do you sometimes feel pain or loneliness? Are there moments you want to unload the hard parts to someone else? OK, I will suggest you to keep them inside your mind and stop expecting someone will actually listen to you. The truth is few people like to listen to someone else’s sad stories. Some of […]

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Yes, I am Going Back to Walkman

This is a journal that echoes what I had written 2 years ago called “Goodbye, Walkman“. Last week I ordered a Walkman A300 series which Sony released earlier this year in Ginza. It is happening, I am going back to Walkman after not owning one for around 4 years. Despite music streming services completely dominating […]

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Marunouchi Report No. 1 : First Glance

When I was transferred to Osaka, I wrote a series called the Shin-Osaka Report (新大阪活動報告) in Japanese. This time, I am going to do basically the same, launching a new series to record my time in a brand new stage. My first week at the firm was generally positive. The office is one of the […]

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Getting Tired of American Politics

In general, recent American political movements make me feel uncomfortable. From Hollywood blockbusters to my casual conversations with American people, most of the time they are trying to lecture me about something political. Recently I met an English teacher on Preply who is a former military personnel. He was indeed a nice guy overall, but […]

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Enthusiasm, Overwhelming Optimism and Falling: What Went Wrong?

Everything went wrong. The answer is obvious and self-explanatory. It is an echo from wrong decisions I made in my early days, and some of it can be traced back to my first day in Todai. I was poisoned by my enthusiasm for the country and overwhelming optimism from my early success. Not only was […]

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Then, I Realized I am Not Gifted

I have come to the realization that I am not gifted. As my 20s are about to come to the end, I can’t help but admit I am not special. No matter how harsh I was pushing myself to be, the past 10 years show no sighs U have some sort of talent. On the […]